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My road by annafisha, literature

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My road

Knitted thorns on the immeasurable road, The malevolent gravels are scattered abroad, Though they are small, misjudge not, Their minds are entangled with malicious thought. I take a step with the coercive pace, The melancholy is hidden through the fence of face, And I let go the sombre sigh, it could only dissipate, Vanish not the pain but let the hidden tears to participate. Sleep not, I whisper in my head, I force the steps even they feel like a blade, The day is young; the road stays endless and long, Until the darkly night falls, I would stop and play another song.

My heart by annafisha, literature

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My heart

Shattered heart, wasted dream, Life is not sweet like an ice-cream, Though the time flies like a thawed ice, It is easy not to change the heart like a thrown dice. The door has once opened like an infinite space, Only you, it will solely trace, Not now, no more, it comes to rest, It can take no more of pain in test. I see the flame chooses to die, I could only let out the heavily sigh, Why must you let go? And the dagger, you must throw? You let me fall, into the deepest hole, You catch me not but dissipate like a soul, And yet you come to haunt me more, Not to heal the heart that is sore. Sorrowful tears, lonely heart, It is

The melody by annafisha, literature

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The melody

The melody of sorrow is playing out of boundary, In my life, in my mind and also in my poetry, Never come across to my mind that the sad symphony, Could seal my mind and cause my rationality to be loony. When will I play, the incredible melody? The sad music always makes me moody, Ever since my dreams and hopes are shattered, My strength and my rationality are vigorously scattered. When the music of Qur’an, I start to play, Now I realize, it is the greatest way, To heal all the massive pain and to cleanse away, To abolish the sad song and now the sweet melody I could play.

Waiting by annafisha, literature

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Waiting

As I’m looking at the beautiful sky of blue, I ask myself, “Where are you?” My mind wanders like the white puffy cloud, “Who are you?” my mind says out loud, “When will you come?” “To ease my pain, I need some”, My eyes are intertwined with the sea of sky, The pain is like a maggot, I let out a sigh, I believe maybe or perhaps, You could make my heart once again to run in countless laps, Since my hopes and dreams have shattered, I’ve been waiting for you, To the one who is true, I’m waiting for you.

Before and after by annafisha, literature

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Before and after

Before our hearts were connected to one, You were different; you were a wondrous sky, After I have surrendered my amorous heart, you are a dying sun, You have given a soul in the piles of lie and I could only helplessly cry. Before you and I were officially together, You would call me every time when the stars were twinkling, After my heart belonged to yours, to look at it, you would never bother, Even to wipe my sorrowful tears for you it is killing. Before I was yours and you were mine, Your heart were shining brightly with sincerity, I could sense it in my heart, After you have became the light of my world, your sincerity is like

Wondering by annafisha, literature

A Message to God by annafisha, literature

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A Message to God

O, the Almighty one, the creator of the worlds, Please hear my plead, the tremendous pain I have to hurl, You are the most wisdom of all, the one who knows everything, I am a helpless creature, only you could fix my shattered wing. If there is a guy who is destined for me, Please make his heart, to be always mine and always be “we”, And his love for me, is everlasting and endlessly, Though the sea has dried and the world has gone completely. If there are tears covering my eyes like a curtain, Please make him blow away the tears and his concern is certain, Please make him to be my sword and my faithful shield, Thus, the th

Love is when... by annafisha, literature

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Love is when...

Love is when you never cared about your heart, To be ripped, to be stabbed and to be broken apart, Yet you still wipe their tears though they never wipe yours, And you will be their sword and their loyal horse. Love is when you sincerely give, It is not about being a thief, To steal their heart and make it as a trophy of your victories, It is about washing away their pain and gnawing away their worries. Love is when you are their shield, To protect them from tears and their bruised heart will be healed, You will be the saviour upon their darkest world, No matter how the darkest your world is twirled. Love is when people called you

My saviour by annafisha, literature

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My saviour

When the part of me has vanished; the painful tears are born, I am surrounded by loneliness and sorrow since my heart have been torn, I need a patient listener, to listen all my pathetic whines, Who could spend their precious time, to make my great darkness world shines? I want to sleep for a while; the pain is killing me slowly, The blizzard is approaching, as the summer is gone abruptly, In the cold darkness, I shiver vigorously as the loneliness drowns me, The painful tears are born; no one is there to wash away the pain and see. I could sense the holy light, It stops the hysterical blizzard, and there it fights, I could see the

Unspoken words by annafisha, literature

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Unspoken words

Tears running in my eyes as the time passes by like a tortoise, You have left me bruises and sorrow, I guess you never notice, Since you have left me, I could solely cry and whine, Lots of people are vanished but the true ones would stay till I’m fine. Soon, you will move on, you will forget our memories together, But never will I, my world is now haunted by the bad weather, Perhaps one day, there will be a girl, who would steal your heart, I hope she would make you happy, though I wish it will never start. I have waited for you, to come back and never let go, But there is no trace of you; I still love you though, I guess you h

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Darkness by annafisha, literature

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Darkness

Alone in the darkness, I do not know where to go, I scarcely see what in front of me, Where is the light that I seek? Where is the way to end this misery? I walk alone in the dark night, I see nothing but my own fear, I know I had lost, I know I had trapped, And drowned in my own shadow. What should I do? Where should I go? I am tired of walking. And wandering in the darkness. I want to close my eyes, I wish I could sleep, But there is an inner voice, Echoes inside me. "Be brave my dear", "Do not be scared of the darkness," "Remember the almighty one," "Only He can give you the light." "To be freed from the endangering n

Should not love? by annafisha, literature

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Should not love?

Love can be a sharp dagger, Slicing the heart maliciously, Making us to be the beggars, Pleading for the sweet melody. The pain that lingers, Turning the sweetness into the bitterness blade, Without mercy, it lets the heart bleeds, Oozing out vigorously but no one can see. Should not love, Brighten the gray day? And make the heart smiles everyday? But why we must endure From the sweet love that we have?

Questions for my dear heart by annafisha, literature

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Questions for my dear heart

I have questions, For you my dear heart, What is your true intention, When love has invaded you? Will you be true? Will you be loyal? Will the love stay forever? And fibs you will never? Will the love that linger, Is freed from the lust? And the purity and sincerity, Will remain for evermore? Will that love will always, Live for everlastingly? Will it never die? Will it never change? What if there is another love, Yearning to be into you? Will you be fighting back? And protecting the love that you have? Oh my dear,sweet,sweet heart, I hope you will take good care, Of the love, That grows vigorously inside you. For I do

Dimmed star by annafisha, literature

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Dimmed star

Waiting for you, To shine up my star, Just a silly dream, That I always have. I am still being a dimwit, Still loyal to a dimmed star, That is impossible to shine, Or fill my day with the golden light. That is why I am always surrounded by sorrow, That lingers in my heart, And it always darken my day, Oh star, when will you be brightened up? Looking at the dimmed, dark star, Waiting it to be lightened up, By you the special one, Just a silly, silly dream!

Stars by annafisha, literature

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Stars

I look at the stars, My eyes glitter with awe, They are pretty to be seen, But cannot be touched. They seem dancing gracefully in the sky, With golden light sparkling, Making the dark sky, Looks brighter and merrier. I wish I could touch them, I wish I could keep them, Hoping my gloomy world could be brighten, With their precious golden light. With a loud sigh, I look at them, They are dancing with rejoice, While I am here stuck drearily on the ground.

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Confusion by OneFallenXAngel, literature

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Confusion

As you walked away again, I lost a piece of me. I want us to be together, like we were meant to be. I don't understand why you leave, it really isn't fair. Sometimes I can't help but question, and wonder if you really care. You say that I'm wonderful, that I'm one of a kind. You say that I'm special, and always on your mind. But if this were all true, and if we were meant to be; Then why do you turn around, and keep on leaving me?

Insecurities by doorfromheaven, literature

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Insecurities

Why would you want to love me? I don't understand; I have nothing to offer, nothing to give-- There will always be someone else; someone better Who has all I have but can do so much more While I sit back, looking through my picture window, Out at the world. What makes me so different? I don't think you see, the darkness that broods inside of me. I'm a puppet to society—a heart that gives but doesn't wish to receive who wants nothing more than to change the world Somehow, someway, so it'

Count the Ways by doorfromheaven, literature

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Count the Ways

I wrote your name 1,003 times on multiple pieces of paper, In books, on my desk, with broken hearts, In print. In cursive. Smeared by tears, On chalkboards, On posters, Things I could burn, Things I could break, Anything that said you existed but no more-- In hopes my hands would be utterly exhausted, Would loathe the very thought of your name, And I would no longer find it slipping into my poetry, My stories, my dreams, my thoughts—MY HEAD. I wrote my name by itself without yours 2,056 times And only managed to write a little bit

I can be by dancinglifeaway, literature

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I can be

I may not have the sofest skin I may not be just as thin I may not have the prettiest eyes After all these tears that I have cried I may not have the prettiest smile You may not think that I'm worth while My heart may be a little scared But I still try just as hard And I can still be your other half I may not be all you think about But you are all I think about You may not like me right away just give me a chance to make you want to stay Becasue I could be your other half My pride may be a little bruised And I may have been a little used But I still have feelings I'm still a human being No matter how damaged If you'll let m

Suddenly by ImmortalityOfEmoPoet, literature

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Suddenly

Well trust me I have been getting near to HIM more than ever but still there is a lot been going on... sometimes I feel like giving up hope but then again I should not and I know and it has been a battle I've been facing for such a long time, I feel like history is going to repeat itself. It is hard for me too sometimes, growing up having them mock of my background, and having them questioned my loyalty. It is so hard for me to stay in place and although I wasn't grown up in a strict rules but I know where I am.

Crystallized Tears by DaHae, literature

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Crystallized Tears

Why? A question for my emotions, Tears, has found its way down my cheeks, uncontrolable. I hold the trust so tightly in my arms, and u never trusted me, as though it never give me harms, but it hurt me from inside. I often ask myself, Why do I still love you, for things u've done on me, I wished i had a better view, we dont have a future together, do we? Your pride ate your soul, but u didnt realize, how much u cared on how people view of us, but u didnt even care about how i feel. My mistake i would say, I wouldnt blame it on you, My tears have been crystallized, and will dry off over time. Its over between us, i wish

For the First Time by doorfromheaven, literature

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For the First Time

You're too young so you wouldn't understand The concept of love and how to satisfy a man. You're not responsible enough to give Your heart away and for just one person, live. You don't know how to sacrifice everything To make someone else happy. You don't know how to throw your dreams away. You can't. You won't. You don't. You can't give yourself away. You're just a kid. You're s

A Change by DaHae, literature

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A Change

I slowly whispered to my soul, "It's alright, I will continue my road, That I have chosen." Foolish I was, Being decieved by him, I can't blame what I've caused, But I have learnt about him. He controlled me like a puppet, Used me like a water tap, Fooled me like a sheep, Till i lost everything. I might be fooled, I might be deceived, But I didnt lose to him, On just one thing, Friendship. Does he have any friends? Not even one. I had family and friends, By my side, Till the last day of my life. I will make a change, And start my love life, All over again, And live a good life. Days of him and me, Will be my history

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Current Residence: Miri,Sarawak
Favourite genre of music: Sentimental
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Personal Quote: Poetry is a jorney of emotions..

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annafisha

May 13, 2015

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annafisha

Sep 19, 2007

I hate being an invisible person..

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I am invisible in the people's eyes, How could I make they see? I want to rise, Like a sunrise, Divulge the light beneath me. I want to peel out the invisibility, That had wrapped me like a cocoon. I want to soar like a skylark in the morning, To breakout freely from this invisibility.

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annafisha

Jun 27, 2007

When the boredom invades..

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I am really bored right now plus I miss him badly.I hate it when he went back to his hometown that is Brunei.Well he scarcely text messaging with me because it's quite expensive.Plus his phone does'nt have any credit.By the way,I'll go back to KL because my holiday is coming to its end :( and I'll have to wait for another holiday to go back to my hometown to see him again(if he did'nt go back to his hometown..for your information he studies at the university in my hometown but I study at uni in KL)).I hope this distance relationship works for me.Btw no one seem to read my poems or give comments.Your comments are really appreciated and needed

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SadisticParadise

Dec 28, 2008

Yay more M'sians... btw awesome work, tho im not really into love poems... Keep it up!

DaHae

Oct 23, 2008

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DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNN!!! YOU'RE IT!! ^^ YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST onCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET X.X.X""
FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this
Send this 2 at least 5 ppl including me if u want ^^

If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...
Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back..
1-3 ~ you're a friend
4-6 ~ you're an okay friend
7-9 ~ you're a good friend
10+ ~ you're a great friend

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